Its been a while!

Hello Everybody! It has been quite a while since I have written anything! 
I have been busy with work. 
How does work go?
Well, it could have been way better, I had a meeting earlier this week, where it was brought up that some coworkers thought I wasn't suited for this job. That my nervousness made me get stuck, and that I had a lot of things going on in my head, that information didn't stick, amongst other things! They had hoped that my nervousness would be gone after two months!

Which really stings! Since I was really trying my best, and sadly, it wasn't enough!
So I have to think what I will do now! Do I want to stay? What other options are there? Of course I will still try my best, while I´m still there, but of course my confidence isn't good!

Then considering all this, I don't know if I could manage to travel this summer as well, not as much as I want to, Since the festivals that I am planning on doing will cost a lot of money! Sure I have some money saved up, but I´m still hesitant about it!