A rough couple of weeks!

Hello Everybody! It has been a rough couple of weeks!
A couple of weeks ago, my dad, my lovely father passed away, from a heart attack, after just under two months of cancer.
At the end of July he was diagnosed with a brain tumor, and had just started treatment when his heart couldn't take it! It went very fast! from diagnosis to him passing away was less than 2 months!

As soon as I heard the news, I flew up straight away to see the family, trying to figure out what was going on, and support my family! I did see my dad the day after, which was surreal, and heartbreaking!
The sad part that gets me is that I called him a couple of days before, asking him if he wants me to come up and see him, and got the answer "If I want to!"........ and I didn't!

I did get back to Eskilstuna after a few days, and got back to work! The funeral for my dad is next week, which is going to be painful! I will be there for the weekend, and then needing to get back to work!
The funeral happens the same day as a concert I was supposed to go to, but the funeral is way more important than a concert!

I still have three other concerts in November to look forward to though! One in Stockholm and 2 in London!

I still miss my dad!